Friday, February 22, 2008

Happy Alone Time

I like spending time alone. People annoy me. I know this is probably not right, but I can only stand to be around some people, and even then not for very long. I feel alot more relaxed and insightful when I'm not trying to relate to someone else. It's exhausting. I like to do what I want to do without asking someone if it's what they want to do. I should probably try to make an attempt to do things with people, but I don't feel like I can until I've had enough time to myself. I'm no good to anyone else if I'm no good for myself. I'm a person who needs to spend alot of time alone in order to be myself and feel comfortable in the world. Then I can give to the people I come in contact with. I like to get to the point where I feel like I want some human contact. I get really tired of being around people without being given a choice. I become very short tempered and difficult to get along with. I need more time to myself so that I can be a positive force in the world. I need time to quiet my mind EVERY DAY.

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